LIVE.LOVE.LAUGH.
Just started LIVING THE LIFE that I really want and LOVING EVERYTHING that is happening and of course, ENJOYING EVERY SECOND OF IT with the people that I love and care for!
THIS IS EXACTLY HOW LIFE IS SUPPOSED TO BE and how college life is supposed to be!
LIVE.LOVE.LAUGH. by Laraine Flores
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I finally finished my list! Now I have a little over 5 months to fulfill it LOL
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A bride’s smile.
01.25.12
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Blue Roast. Blue Rose. Hmm..
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I feel like I’m happy. I mean, I think I am. Just that, I can’t help but feel that I am not as happy as I used to be like in my previous relationship. By now, I should be this “kilig” every second that we’re texting. I couldn’t wait for him to text back and see him, stuff like that. I cannot help but compare the past and the present.
Now it makes me think if everything is really happening at the right time with the right person. If so, why am I not as happy as I want to be with him? It sucks to feel this way ‘cause I can see how happy he is with me. I can’t even sometimes take how cheesy he is when he is with me. He’s offers me the kind of relationship that I want, the smooth-sailing one but now that I have everything I wanted, why am I not enjoying any of it.
It’s like I am counting the days, weeks and months that we’re together. It has been a month actually since we started dating but I feel like things are happening so slow and that I don’t know how things will be months from now. It’s different when you say that you don’t see the future because you are living the present. This one, I don’t see anything yet (that’s what I would like to think) because we’re taking things slow which is how I really want things to be, but I cannot help but think that something’s just not right.
…or maybe that’s just me saying those things because I am a bit afraid to enter another relationship when I found myself dying over my previous one.
